Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Thinking TOO Much

My mind is constantly racing. From the moment I wake up till the moment I fall asleep my mind is racing. That's the reason I'm still up right now typing this post because if I don't I will never be able to fall asleep. I will just keep going over, and over, and over in my mind what I want to say until I've had enough and just get up and do it.

I can't even explain what I'm thinking most of the time because it's just too much racing by in my mind all at once. As I type this I'm saying in my head exactly what I'm going to type out but in the "background" of my mind there are so many unclear thoughts and images going by that I can't make any of it out.

If I were to fall asleep right now and wake up in an hour my mind will instantly start racing again. I don't know how to stop it. It's gotten so bad that I can't even answer a simple question without looking too much into it and all of the possible answers there could be for it.

I make things complicated because I think too much. I can't sleep because I think too much. I can't concentrate because I think too much. I can't even watch a movie or tv program without pointing out everything wrong with it because I think too much. The more I type this, the more excited I get, and the more I start thinking!

Some people don't think enough. I think too much.

1 comment:

  1. Do you ever have times when your mund is going so fast that when you type the word you are typing will get mashed with the next word you would be typing? Or have you ever had the same thing happen to you while you are speaking? Sometimes when my mind is racing my mind is moving faster than my mouth and it will become difficult to speak with out mashing words togeather. Just wondering if that ever happens to you.

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